The survival instinct is a remarkable thing. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you're scared to death. If you told me a year ago that I'd have to do what I do now, coordinate the mechanical design for a 500,000 sf medical research facility, I would have laughed. If you had told me that I'd actually be able to do it, I would have had you committed. Heck, if knew exactly what I was getting into when I took this job, I probably would have run scared. But now, four months into it and in too deep to run, I've found that my limited knowledge battered self-confidence were nothing a little prayer and some intense fear couldn't fix.